Lunch at the IMPERIAL war museum

I was looking for light and air.. I came here but felt claustraphobic.. surrounded by white.. that's not unusuaul but I wondered do you see me as the enemy. I think some of you did, not just a paranoid patatoe I'm carrying but the context, I saw younger men who have probably fought and lost and seen things they should never have to see. Do things, they should never have to do... and older families mainly men... its cold, whiteness, where do you go?